Dream interpreter?

Last night, I dreamed somewhere we are in an old catholic church whom I found my husband having ill. It was merely a breathtaking experience. But thank to God it was only a bad dream. I woke up very late, for about 8:10am and to think I have to cook food for breakfast and at the same time for lunch. I don't trust too much my helper for cooking, It's an anxious thing to do if i'll give much confident to them, to think that my daughters health depends on the food she intake.

I'd like to share the article I'm reading about dream interpreter.

Old Church : This may show your religious beliefs, or feelings about organised religion. Sometimes it gives an experience of your link with the web of life of which you are part. If you have a strong feeling of meeting something beautiful in the church, then it shows this link with the web of life, and represents your times of opening to that awareness. It also represents orthodox beliefs, the dogma of religious organisations.

Illness : Dreaming of illness is often a way of showing you that you have painful feelings that need to be attended to. Often these feelings were experienced and not fully felt at an earlier period of your life, and now need to be healed or released. At the very least they need understanding. Do ask yourself though, if this is the way you get love, by being ill.

After reading, I therefore conclude that I just missed my husband 100%. Well, he signed a contract for 9 months. And it is a long waiting month. We both have to suffer for the better of our future. hehe...at least, we have plans after pursuing that.

Loving enemy?

Matthew 5:44

44But I tell you: Love your enemies^[a] and pray for those who persecute you,

This is the first verse i had in mind and firstly memorize aside from John 3:16. Someone gave me a small note that time. If I'm not mistaken, he is the first person who bravely shares his feelings. We were on teens then. But anyways, reading that passage is very easy and understanding the thought is not as hard to comprehend too. But when you're on that situations, you have to weigh your ego and your knowledge. Perhaps that is why, time will solve the problem. kawawang oras, sa kanya napagbuntungan! hahahah! But indeed true that time will heal a broken wound. We have our own emotions, especially when the situation is worse that ever you imagine. But try to look at it whenever your happy. I'm sure, the only thought that comes your mind first is....ay oo nga. kawawa naman sya noon. ang bad ko naman pala talaga! yep..sometimes were on our highest peak that we tend to forget that knowledge that God has giveth.

I guess our brain needs to recharge for some time!

Keep praying sincerely.

Unique

Since my sister arrived from Dubai, my whole family are very busy partying, shopping and eating at any restaurant they'd like. It's happy seeing my niece enjoying their time with their tita. Well, if we have enough blessing why hiding yourself from sharing it. When were on their age, we don't experience receiving pasalubong to our titas. We are exposed from fighting between our auntie's and mommy. And sad to say, until now. We suffered from this dilemma. The only difference is we can easily escape from that incident because we already have our own money. We are not dependent on them. This is the only thing that i prayed of. I don't want nicole to exposed such trauma experience. That's why I'm excited to transfer to our own house for us to separate from my mommy's insult. We're not living in one roof. But we lived at my sister's house since it's vacant. I just hope that my mom will changed for the better of all. We are suffered from her attitude. We loved her of course but we don't want her to control our life. I want her to realized that all are unique. She can't control the things she wanted to be. I guess respect and love makes us feel what family really means, and money can't buy that.

Anyway, everytime I feel depressed I know that God is there beside me. Watching me.

Burger

How I loved eating burger. I'd like my daughter to be grown up fast so that she could eat my favorite snack food, Burger for any season...

lol...maybe i am just hungry now!